Coming out

[Brizzly]

I think I have struggled with this since a young age and it has been something that I have a hard time admitting to even myself. Even to the point where I actively dated women to try and hide that part of myself and now I live with one.

But I have always felt that there is something that is not right even with that and me being a devoted Christian on top of having a child that when he starts understanding what is what, it really is an agonizing thought if he feels repulsed by my way of life when he do grow up.

It feels like I cant lie anymore, not to my parents, not to the people at the church, not to my girlfriend and when my son grows up and understand that this is who I am. I know my parents are not very supportive of gay people and my siblings are more liberal but it still feels like to even get their support would be a though task.

Problem is I also have a girlfriend that I have to break the heart of by coming out, we have invested a lot of time together and to go out and tell her what I am going to tell her just makes me watery. I feel like I have been very egotistical by not trying to come out earlier and I feel egotistical for wanting to come out but I want to be happy again. I would probably be more egotistical if I didnt come out and keep on misleading her.

I am just looking for a way to come out of this without hurting people but it just doesnt seem like a possibility. It feels like I can only come out a loser out of this.

[fiddy]

we aint no april's fools

[JohnFreeman]

http://stream1.gifsoup.com/view4/3346114/ha-gaaaaay-o.gif

[ABfor3]

Congrats buddy , way to loosen up (no pun intended )

[KevinNYC]

I think I have struggled with this since a young age and it has been something that I have a hard time admitting to even myself. Even to the point where I actively dated women to try and hide that part of myself and now I live with one.

But I have always felt that there is something that is not right even with that and me being a devoted Christian on top of having a child that when he starts understanding what is what, it really is an agonizing thought if he feels repulsed by my way of life when he do grow up.

It feels like I cant lie anymore, not to my parents, not to the people at the church, not to my girlfriend and when my son grows up and understand that this is who I am. I know my parents are not very supportive of gay people and my siblings are more liberal but it still feels like to even get their support would be a though task.

Problem is I also have a girlfriend that I have to break the heart of by coming out, we have invested a lot of time together and to go out and tell her what I am going to tell her just makes me watery. I feel like I have been very egotistical by not trying to come out earlier and I feel egotistical for wanting to come out but I want to be happy again. I would probably be more egotistical if I didnt come out and keep on misleading her.

I am just looking for a way to come out of this without hurting people but it just doesnt seem like a possibility. It feels like I can only come out a loser out of this.

You checked out engagement ring prices didn't you?

[alenleomessi]

op is a pha.. oh wait, nvm

[fiddy]

You checked out engagement ring prices didn't you?
:roll:

[Chris99]

You checked out engagement ring prices didn't you?

:lol

[Nick Young]

How do you get it up for your GF if you like dudes? Does she look like a dude?

[16X]

I believe you Brizz. My parents and I have actually gotten along better since I came out as an atheist. If your parents really love you, you being gay will not be the most important thing in the world. The girlfriend is probably not going to take it well though. Good luck.

[Brizzly]

How do you get it up for your GF if you like dudes? Does she look like a dude?

I close my eyes and imagine her cooch being a nice hairy ass.

[Nick Young]

I close my eyes and imagine her cooch being a nice hairy ass.
what about her tits bruh?

[YouGotServed]

I think I have struggled with this since a young age and it has been something that I have a hard time admitting to even myself. Even to the point where I actively dated women to try and hide that part of myself and now I live with one.

But I have always felt that there is something that is not right even with that and me being a devoted Christian on top of having a child that when he starts understanding what is what, it really is an agonizing thought if he feels repulsed by my way of life when he do grow up.

It feels like I cant lie anymore, not to my parents, not to the people at the church, not to my girlfriend and when my son grows up and understand that this is who I am. I know my parents are not very supportive of gay people and my siblings are more liberal but it still feels like to even get their support would be a though task.

Problem is I also have a girlfriend that I have to break the heart of by coming out, we have invested a lot of time together and to go out and tell her what I am going to tell her just makes me watery. I feel like I have been very egotistical by not trying to come out earlier and I feel egotistical for wanting to come out but I want to be happy again. I would probably be more egotistical if I didnt come out and keep on misleading her.

I am just looking for a way to come out of this without hurting people but it just doesnt seem like a possibility. It feels like I can only come out a loser out of this.

http://i.imgur.com/yB4w3oy.gif

[Brizzly]

what about her tits bruh?

men have tits bruh.

[Brizzly]

You checked out engagement ring prices didn't you?

Yes... Yes I did:oldlol:

[Brizzly]

i changed my mind im not gay anymore.

[16X]

You fooled one person at least. That was a well written OP. I bought it because you listen to girly music so I wasn't that surprised (though I like some of the same artists).

[Brizzly]

You fooled one person at least. That was a well written OP. I bought it because you listen to girly music so I wasn't that surprised (though I like some of the same artists).

mother****er are you calling me gay because I listen to good music?

this is my favorite song btw http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gu2pVPWGYMQ

[ace23]

we aint no april's fools
Lol good call. He had me.

[DonD13]

You checked out engagement ring prices didn't you?

LOL