sweggeh
08-30-2014, 07:11 PM
Let me preface by saying I believe I can see the future. Cause I repeat the same routine. I think I used to have a purpose, but then again that might have been a dream. I think I used to have a voice, now I never make a sound. I just do what I've been told. I really don't want them to come around. Every day is exactly the same. There is no love here and there is no pain.
I can feel their eyes are watching in case I lose myself again. Sometimes I think I'm happy here, sometimes, yet I still pretend. I can't remember how this got started but I can tell you exactly how it will end.
I'm still inside here, a little bit comes bleeding through. I wish this could have been any other way. But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do.
I can feel their eyes are watching in case I lose myself again. Sometimes I think I'm happy here, sometimes, yet I still pretend. I can't remember how this got started but I can tell you exactly how it will end.
I'm still inside here, a little bit comes bleeding through. I wish this could have been any other way. But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do.