So I took a perscription drug...

[russwest0]

Wasn't adderall but was something just like it, just more powerful and lasted longer.

this came on the same day that I drank two monsters as well, and ate... nothing. And I never get any caffeine intake whatsoever so that was interesting. Oh yeah and I smoked an assload of weed as well.

needless to say, I kept doing this rhythmic pattern with my fingers non stop for 9 straight hours, laid in bed for 5-6 hours doing absolutely nothing with my mind racing at levels that exceed comprehension. You're talking 7 straight hours of pacing back and forth at hyper speed levels with your mind going, going, going, laying down for 5 hours, and then getting up and doing the exact same shit the next day until it wears off.

I was scared. It made me think about my life, and the senseless emptiness of it. It gave me anxiety about being a piece of shit thats doing nothing man.

I'm worried ISH, worried that I won't ever make something of myself. Worried that I'll burn out in some shitty town like every other mother ****er I see around me. ****.

[BigBoss]

How was your childhood like?

[russwest0]

How was your childhood like?

my dad neglected me to the point of me seeing him at my job the other day, checking him out at register, and he didn't even recognize me

and my mother had so many f*cking mental issues that led to her emotionally abusing everyone close to her.

plus I grew up near literally no other kids, so lived a pretty sheltered life until my parents divorced when I was like 15

Def. could have been worse though

[stalkerforlife]

I love you, OP.

Stay in school. Get a good job. Call your own shots.

[fiddy]

Ritalin (methylphenidate)? Prepare for a crash in the following days.

[russwest0]

Ritalin (methylphenidate)? Prepare for a crash in the following days.

I think it was called vyvanyse or some shit.

don't even know why I did it, just being dumb

[russwest0]

I love you, OP.

Stay in school. Get a good job. Call your own shots.

I love you too man.

I have a huge respect for posters like you on ISH

[Bless Mathews]

Smoke a gram of meth and then holler.

Step up your game.

[BigBoss]

my dad neglected me to the point of me seeing him at my job the other day, checking him out at register, and he didn't even recognize me

and my mother had so many f*cking mental issues that led to her emotionally abusing everyone close to her.

plus I grew up near literally no other kids, so lived a pretty sheltered life until my parents divorced when I was like 15

Def. could have been worse though

Your dad didn't recognize you? When is the last time you spoke to him?

Does your mom put you down?

When do you feel the most alive?

[BigBoss]

I love you, OP.

Stay in school. Get a good job. Call your own shots.

This. Repped.

[stalkerforlife]

I love you too man.

I have a huge respect for posters like you on ISH

Sorry for beating you in the semifinal in the ISH fantasy football league.

[fiddy]

L-lysine-dextroamphetamine dimesylate
You basically took a form of speed. The crash usually comes with fatigue, depression and sleepiness.

[Swaggin916]

rookie mistake. Grab a book and start reading when on that type of stuff and by yourself... or play an interesting video game. I'd say go to the gym or go for a run, but because you can't really eat anything while on that speed and it's burning energy that's not really there. The thing is to keep yourself occupied. the same thing that happened to you happens to me when I'm shrooming in large quantities except it only lasts during the peak for like an hour. It's paranoid existential thinking and yea it's awful. The good news is that it ends... and at least for me once I start coming down I feel fantastic just kind of lazy.(with speed... with shrooms I'm just lethargic).

But yea man don't add any caffeine to it... You were Borderline on some fear and loathing in Las Vegas shit... "I'm feeling the fear man!" Much worse on hallucinogenics though... trust me. Make those drugs work for you man don't make them your enemy. Know thyself. All those thoughts are normal human thoughts for us lazier folk though... Yea it would be cool do something really thrilling and exciting, but it's draining and addicting... before you know it you don't know how to relax anymore. Always give and take man.

[russwest0]

rookie mistake. Grab a book and start reading when on that type of stuff and by yourself... or play an interesting video game. I'd say go to the gym or go for a run, but because you can't really eat anything while on that speed and it's burning energy that's not really there. The thing is to keep yourself occupied. the same thing that happened to you happens to me when I'm shrooming in large quantities except it only lasts during the peak for like an hour. It's paranoid existential thinking and yea it's awful. The good news is that it ends... and at least for me once I start coming down I feel fantastic just kind of lazy.(with speed... with shrooms I'm just lethargic).

But yea man don't add any caffeine to it... You were Borderline on some fear and loathing in Las Vegas shit... "I'm feeling the fear man!" Much worse on hallucinogenics though... trust me. Make those drugs work for you man don't make them your enemy. Know thyself. All those thoughts are normal human thoughts for us lazier folk though... Yea it would be cool do something really thrilling and exciting, but it's draining and addicting... before you know it you don't know how to relax anymore. Always give and take man.

It f*cking sucks because it lasted a long ass time and I couldn't eat anything and was becoming super dehydrated.

At one point I tried to eat some bread, took one bite of it and my body refused... weighed myself the next morning, having not went to sleep, and had somehow lost like 5-6 pounds from the previous day just from not eating and rapidly pacing around and moving my fingers and hands in a repetitive motion. Right now I can literally feel the nerves in my hands being worn out from how often they were having to fire just from me being so twitchy and shit

That stuff was messing up my mind so much, scaring the living shit out of me...

mixing it with an assload of caffeine and weed probably didn't help either

[Dave3]

I think it was called vyvanyse or some shit.

don't even know why I did it, just being dumb
1. Don't take shit you're not prescribed

2. Vyvanse is pretty much aderall (sister molecule) but is a slow release version that can give you insomnia for 36 hours

3. If you're going to be stupid enough to try a medication you're not even sure of the name, start with a low dosage

4. I know many people who are prescribed adderall and still don't take it from how shitty the side effects are, so taking it when you don't have to, is pretty dumb.

[russwest0]

1. Don't take shit you're not prescribed

2. Vyvanse is pretty much aderall (sister molecule) but is a slow release version that can give you insomnia for 36 hours

3. If you're going to be stupid enough to try a medication you're not even sure of the name, start with a low dosage

4. I know many people who are prescribed adderall and still don't take it from how shitty the side effects are, so taking it when you don't have to, is pretty dumb.

I only took one pill, it was just me being dumb and not thinking about how stupid it was to mix it with so much caffeine when caffeine is almost never a part of my diet to begin with.

Being an artist I'll try anything once to get the experience. What this drug made me realize is how much the pharmaceutical industry is zombifying our society all while generating so much profit. It's a damn shame.

[Dave3]

I only took one pill, it was just me being dumb and not thinking about how stupid it was to mix it with so much caffeine when caffeine is almost never a part of my diet to begin with.

Being an artist I'll try anything once to get the experience. What this drug made me realize is how much these pharmaceutical industry is zombifying our society all while generating so much profit. It's a damn shame.
1. It's not by number of pills, it's by number of milligrams per pill.

2. This type of medication is very effective and changes lives for people with ADHD, so your opinion on a medication that isn't even meant for you is as unwise as your decision to take it in the first place. Yes it can dull you out, because it's not meant to "unleash your creative side" - it's meant to get you to focus on w/e you need to focus on.

[Swaggin916]

It f*cking sucks because it lasted a long ass time and I couldn't eat anything and was becoming super dehydrated.

At one point I tried to eat some bread, took one bite of it and my body refused... weighed myself the next morning, having not went to sleep, and had somehow lost like 5-6 pounds from the previous day just from not eating and rapidly pacing around and moving my fingers and hands in a repetitive motion. Right now I can literally feel the nerves in my hands being worn out from how often they were having to fire just from me being so twitchy and shit

That stuff was messing up my mind so much, scaring the living shit out of me...

mixing it with an assload of caffeine and weed probably didn't help either

Oh yea I forgot about the weed... haha that's funny man. I wish I could have been a fly on the wall "This dude is tweaking out!" haha

[russwest0]

that moment when you realize you took a bunch of speed/adderall + caffiene + weed all at once :lol

I should be in full green bars right now ISH

[oarabbus]

that moment when you realize you took a bunch of speed/adderall + caffiene + weed all at once :lol

I should be in full green bars right now ISH



It's not good for your heart man. You should take it easy stacking stims with caffeine (another stimulant) and smoking weed on top. As Dave said it's about the mg per pill, not "one pill".

You shouldn't take more than 30mg or so of Vyvanse unless it's prescribed by your doctor. Honestly you should stay away from the shit. Vyvanse and adderall have pretty addictive qualities and it's easy to get a dependence on it, a mild dependence is real easy especially if you have access from a friend. Same goes for any kind of stimulant.

Adderall is mixed amphetamine salts (D and L isomers, L is more strain on your cardiovascular system, while D gives you more of the 'mental zone' effect and a pleasurable effect) and Vyvanse is lisdexamphetamine... it's a prodrug, meaning your liver converts it into pure D-amphetamine. All you need to know is the stuff is the same chemical as speed, it's just a pure, pharmaceutical-grade version. The stuff isn't a joke, and it sure as hell isn't caffeine. Be careful with the stuff.

Again, I'd recommend not doing the stuff. But if you aren't going to follow that advice, know that if your friend gives you a 50mg or 70mg pill or whatever, you can dissolve it in a cup of water (stir well) and drink half of it.

[russwest0]

after taking just 1 pill of vyvanyse it absolutely blows my mind that shit like that is legal (or classified so that it can be) while marijuana isn't.

[russwest0]

I took one pill and literally had all of these side effects RAILING me in one night

anxiety
dizziness
dry mouth
headache
loss of appetite
nausea
stomach pain
trouble sleeping
vomiting
weight loss

****ing crazy lol

[oarabbus]

after taking just 1 pill of vyvanyse it absolutely blows my mind that shit like that is legal (or classified so that it can be) while marijuana isn't.

Again, "1 pill" means nothing... it's like the same thing as saying "I drank one full alcohol containing bottle" You could have drank a beer bottle, wine bottle, or a fifth of whiskey...




Fun facts: Marijuana is schedule 1, the most restricted schedule of drugs of which the DEA states "there is no accepted medical use, a high potential for abuse, and potential for harm"

Cocaine is schedule II
Speed (vyvanse/adderall) is schedule II
Ritalin is schedule II
Vicodin/Hydrocodone and Oxycontin are schedule II
PCP is schedule III
GHB is schedule III
Ketamine is schedule III
Xanax, Klonopin, Valium are schedule IV


Yup according to the DEA, marijuana is more harmful and absuable than coke, oxycontin, PCP, GHB, and Xanax

DEA :applause:

[RoseCity07]

I've been taking bupropion to focus in school. Doc told me about the bad crashes that can happen from more powerful stimulants. I want to try adderall still but bupropion is doing something good. It helps me ignore background noise when I'm reading. I can also stay awake in classes and when studying for long periods of time.

Thing is this stuff also treats people w/ depression. I wasn't depressed when I started taking this and haven't noticed any changes to how I feel. I wonder if there will be any problems when I decide to stop using it.

[iamgine]

Vyvanse is cool.

The only bad side effect for me is sweating randomly and loss of all appetite.

[Graviton]

I took a Suboxone strip once after eating Taco Bell. Couldn't sleep and just threw up every 20 minutes, for 15 hours.

Drugs are bad, mkay.

[Bandito]

It's not good for your heart man. You should take it easy stacking stims with caffeine (another stimulant) and smoking weed on top. As Dave said it's about the mg per pill, not "one pill".

You shouldn't take more than 30mg or so of Vyvanse unless it's prescribed by your doctor. Honestly you should stay away from the shit. Vyvanse and adderall have pretty addictive qualities and it's easy to get a dependence on it, a mild dependence is real easy especially if you have access from a friend. Same goes for any kind of stimulant.

Adderall is mixed amphetamine salts (D and L isomers, L is more strain on your cardiovascular system, while D gives you more of the 'mental zone' effect and a pleasurable effect) and Vyvanse is lisdexamphetamine... it's a prodrug, meaning your liver converts it into pure D-amphetamine. All you need to know is the stuff is the same chemical as speed, it's just a pure, pharmaceutical-grade version. The stuff isn't a joke, and it sure as hell isn't caffeine. Be careful with the stuff.

Again, I'd recommend not doing the stuff. But if you aren't going to follow that advice, know that if your friend gives you a 50mg or 70mg pill or whatever, you can dissolve it in a cup of water (stir well) and drink half of it.that's what she said.

[MJ(Mean John)]

Wasn't adderall but was something just like it, just more powerful and lasted longer.

this came on the same day that I drank two monsters as well, and ate... nothing. And I never get any caffeine intake whatsoever so that was interesting. Oh yeah and I smoked an assload of weed as well.

needless to say, I kept doing this rhythmic pattern with my fingers non stop for 9 straight hours, laid in bed for 5-6 hours doing absolutely nothing with my mind racing at levels that exceed comprehension. You're talking 7 straight hours of pacing back and forth at hyper speed levels with your mind going, going, going, laying down for 5 hours, and then getting up and doing the exact same shit the next day until it wears off.

I was scared. It made me think about my life, and the senseless emptiness of it. It gave me anxiety about being a piece of shit thats doing nothing man.

I'm worried ISH, worried that I won't ever make something of myself. Worried that I'll burn out in some shitty town like every other mother ****er I see around me. ****.


He someone in life, become a rapper or sell drugs

[KevinNYC]

plus I grew up near literally no other kids, so lived a pretty sheltered life until my parents divorced when I was like 15

were you homeschooled?