Joey Turnbuckle
07-19-2021, 11:20 PM
Been having some crazy dreams. I don't smoke or chew but for the hell of it started taking lozenges and using patches while I'm stuck with nothing to do here. I guess patches can help cause weird dreams, not that I don't have plenty of weird dreams in general. I
A few nights ago I had a dream I was lost in this endless skyscraper like mansion and a friend I'm here with was in it. It was like a giant fancy party and we found the room we were looking for that had some of my old friends growing up with in it, they were like king pings. After leaving the room I wasn't able to find it again while losing my friend here in the process. There were hidden doors and some lead to staircases to nowhere but you didn't know that until you climbed to the top if it to see it was a dead end. One finally led to this storage room really high up that seemed like an abandoned mansion on that floor and was like a mile before reaching the other side and somehow ran onto a bunch of people.... not sure what that was supposed to be about but it lasted a long time.
Again last night, I was like in this endless school building. It was basically prom but we were adults and a bunch of people I went to school with were in it. I was there with this really hot girl I grew up with as friends since kindergarten. There was a small bar room through this hidden cubby you had to squeeze through and in the dream, liken in real life, I knew I couldn't drink but I was able to order a weird drink, there were only 2 options. From there I started going through this endless high school and it turned into actual high school kids I had never seen before. I kept interacting with all these random people in lobbies, small cafeteria rest spaces, locker rooms, and more bars. I was sneaking drinks but also running out of time for the night and needed to get ahold of my parents to get me but couldn't find a phone to call and couldn't find my way back to any of the rooms I had previously went through. I was trying to get to a certain parking lot near a football field but the school was like infinity in length, so I went out a random door to get outside. I'm walking outsude in an unknown place and notice construction, and beyond that a huge military barricade because apparently this area is full of the worst criminals, so it was a no go zone for regular people. Totally lost I go back inside through different door to the school, but couldn't find my way back to any of the areas in the school I had previously traversed to. After getting to a subway track, I thought about following, then was like why the **** would I do that....
Instead of going down the tracks, I went back outside once again, and now the sun is going to be gone anytime. I'm not scared shitless because I'm totally lost and I'm in this criminal war zone with military nearby but I'm in the middle in this scary criminal infested ghetto(made up of all races). I realize I'm a complete unknown there and they are all noticing me. It sets in that I'm in complete danger and they are going to rob me, beat me and kill me. I take off running before anyone can come up to me, so they are after me and shooting at me before a military cop dude pulled me into their small shack base thing. He was like wtf are you doing, they are protected only by this small shack area pinned down but this giant criminal utopia town for whatever reason are not going after them. The dude that pulled me in uses their car to help get me out of there, while other cars with us are taken out but we get out of there...
Late at night he leaves me at my old house I grew up in but I can't just walk in because it's so late and I'm drunk. I sneak in through the other door and get more beer to drink outside before hiding the cans. I see a random woman that's my neighbor in her window, she changes fully naked as if she knows I am out there but never looked towards me. Her husband had left and for some reason I snuck in knowing she didn'twant to be with him anymore. I don't know what I was trying to but realized I needed to get out of there, and had to sneak past houses hiding by staying up against each house I passed. Finally I get to an alley to go back to my house and people were searching for me again. Randomly I'm with two friends and we bolt back to.my house but end up in this shack out back of my house that we never had. We hid in there and the neighbor woman shouted at us knowing we were out there but never saw us and she just stood there. It felt so frightening.
Anyways... I have no idea wtf these dreams are about. They last so long and it's ****ed up how these buildings/mansions were never ending with all these hidden areas. I left out ending up in a mall as part of the house or school and some other weird shit because I can't remember how I got there or what part of the dream it was. I just question what the hell these dreams are supposed to be
I saved all of my medication, patches and lozenges today and using them all stacked together at the same time before bed to see what kind of ****ed up dream I'll have tonight, probably dream for more than hour or two like previous nights.
I just created this thread if other people wanted to share and journal their dreams. Writing them out helps to remember which leads to more lucid dreams. Not sure why that works but it does. I want to have lucid dreams but these dreams are really unsettling. Hopefully I don't end up lost in another building tonight or in a completely scary area again. A good lucid dream would be nice.
A few nights ago I had a dream I was lost in this endless skyscraper like mansion and a friend I'm here with was in it. It was like a giant fancy party and we found the room we were looking for that had some of my old friends growing up with in it, they were like king pings. After leaving the room I wasn't able to find it again while losing my friend here in the process. There were hidden doors and some lead to staircases to nowhere but you didn't know that until you climbed to the top if it to see it was a dead end. One finally led to this storage room really high up that seemed like an abandoned mansion on that floor and was like a mile before reaching the other side and somehow ran onto a bunch of people.... not sure what that was supposed to be about but it lasted a long time.
Again last night, I was like in this endless school building. It was basically prom but we were adults and a bunch of people I went to school with were in it. I was there with this really hot girl I grew up with as friends since kindergarten. There was a small bar room through this hidden cubby you had to squeeze through and in the dream, liken in real life, I knew I couldn't drink but I was able to order a weird drink, there were only 2 options. From there I started going through this endless high school and it turned into actual high school kids I had never seen before. I kept interacting with all these random people in lobbies, small cafeteria rest spaces, locker rooms, and more bars. I was sneaking drinks but also running out of time for the night and needed to get ahold of my parents to get me but couldn't find a phone to call and couldn't find my way back to any of the rooms I had previously went through. I was trying to get to a certain parking lot near a football field but the school was like infinity in length, so I went out a random door to get outside. I'm walking outsude in an unknown place and notice construction, and beyond that a huge military barricade because apparently this area is full of the worst criminals, so it was a no go zone for regular people. Totally lost I go back inside through different door to the school, but couldn't find my way back to any of the areas in the school I had previously traversed to. After getting to a subway track, I thought about following, then was like why the **** would I do that....
Instead of going down the tracks, I went back outside once again, and now the sun is going to be gone anytime. I'm not scared shitless because I'm totally lost and I'm in this criminal war zone with military nearby but I'm in the middle in this scary criminal infested ghetto(made up of all races). I realize I'm a complete unknown there and they are all noticing me. It sets in that I'm in complete danger and they are going to rob me, beat me and kill me. I take off running before anyone can come up to me, so they are after me and shooting at me before a military cop dude pulled me into their small shack base thing. He was like wtf are you doing, they are protected only by this small shack area pinned down but this giant criminal utopia town for whatever reason are not going after them. The dude that pulled me in uses their car to help get me out of there, while other cars with us are taken out but we get out of there...
Late at night he leaves me at my old house I grew up in but I can't just walk in because it's so late and I'm drunk. I sneak in through the other door and get more beer to drink outside before hiding the cans. I see a random woman that's my neighbor in her window, she changes fully naked as if she knows I am out there but never looked towards me. Her husband had left and for some reason I snuck in knowing she didn'twant to be with him anymore. I don't know what I was trying to but realized I needed to get out of there, and had to sneak past houses hiding by staying up against each house I passed. Finally I get to an alley to go back to my house and people were searching for me again. Randomly I'm with two friends and we bolt back to.my house but end up in this shack out back of my house that we never had. We hid in there and the neighbor woman shouted at us knowing we were out there but never saw us and she just stood there. It felt so frightening.
Anyways... I have no idea wtf these dreams are about. They last so long and it's ****ed up how these buildings/mansions were never ending with all these hidden areas. I left out ending up in a mall as part of the house or school and some other weird shit because I can't remember how I got there or what part of the dream it was. I just question what the hell these dreams are supposed to be
I saved all of my medication, patches and lozenges today and using them all stacked together at the same time before bed to see what kind of ****ed up dream I'll have tonight, probably dream for more than hour or two like previous nights.
I just created this thread if other people wanted to share and journal their dreams. Writing them out helps to remember which leads to more lucid dreams. Not sure why that works but it does. I want to have lucid dreams but these dreams are really unsettling. Hopefully I don't end up lost in another building tonight or in a completely scary area again. A good lucid dream would be nice.