Re: She took my babies; they were the only reason I had to live...
I also grew up without a dad ( mine left when I was 2) and only saw him once 10'years later....it sucks man.....but you got keep moving forward.
Just do your best and try to make sure your kids know you love them.
Even if you aren't there everyday .....make sure you tell them and spend quality time with them when you can.....it makes a difference.
Be the best dad YOU can be ......even in a fed up situation....for your kids
"You don't have to look far to find someone worse off then you"...... get up and go get it.