Well good luck Jay ...
You seem to be a sincere guy in the business.
You did an okay job with the cards you got dealt ; but you really really should have pushed harder on defensive awareness, responsibility and consequences for not meeting the goals i.e minutes taken away.
Never the less you never had some of those cards in your hand to begin with.
Sometimes you just gotta call the pot with a pair of 5s to see if the other guy is bluffing ya know