Originally Posted by Mr. I'm So Rad
With me, it isn't even like that though. I'm usually indifferent toward people but I'll be polite when they talk to me. It's more of a general apathy toward life. Like I don't have any real life goals or desires for things like a family, a big house/car, etc. All of my motivation to do the little bit I do to get by stems from a basic instinct for homeostasis.
BTW you don't seem impolite to me lol. But maybe you're different in person.
Sounds like you've wanted to be something your whole life and failed.