To the first part, that's why i'm so surprised. I've sent you tons of offers for Ed Davis that you turned down without hesitation so I assumed you wanted him as a keeper or something. So I just kind of sent Andre Miller offer expecting it to be turned down as fast as all the others. Then I came in here and saw your post, thought you were joking and had to check and make sure.
As for the 2nd part, your head seems to say "I believe in him" but your heart seems to indicate otherwise.