Re: I can't afford escorts
Having a woman, at best, is going to solve only your desire for offspring, companionship, and sexual release-----and that's with a price.
The arrangements that stalker and others came into---that's not exactly optimal to facilitate the emotional need men need from women--that is respect.
There are other needs you have--and you have got to take time and effort to search those out.
You've got to ask yourself
Why am I here?
What must I learn?
Am I ready to die?
And get searching for answers.