Bro, relax. Your only 15, time flys, you set a birdhouse on fire, she's not going to neglect you for that, where the hell do you live north koria? Be serious. What you need to do, is appreciate life more then what's already unappreciated. Things like this happens to shed light to your life, to be thankful for what you already have, & what was done to you to make to recognize & realize, you are now gifted with responsibility, this is just a life learning experience to understand whether you'll be a failure for the remainder of your life or not. Remember what you have had, be thankful for it(your **** virginity) so on the safe side be ready:
Life gets tough, please take a moment & be protected:
Good luck young one.