Jefferson Money Advice

[ROCSteady]

Nah brotha man, it's coo.

I understand that posting pics of your female family members opens up a bunch of comments but that's just the way of the electronic world, which can be a microcosm although a crude version, of the real one.

millwad would obviously never say these things if he were to see me and my fam out in public and he knew me but I understand the culture of insidehoops, it's more of a Mad Max or Book of Eli environment where the loudest is often the drunkest and the drunkest may not really be staying true to themselves

[RidonKs]

FCCKKKKKK okj so mi wrote this m'fing page long prargrahp and stupiud mother****ing laptop i misckled and it went backwards and delted all the sh!t i wrote man wtf, sorry i drank syrup for hardcore throat pain and i had taken aderall so the dextramorphan(ndma antagonist) along with acetaminophen reall got me buzzing over here.

anyhow i was rambling onm how your tounge and fingertips(depending onw ether ur speaking or typing) are very articulate resulting in condensed words containting wisdom, truth and knowledge. youre contributions are VERY much apreciated sir. ray lewis said something like "i would never ask my men to do somehting i havent done first", in your case, you have gone through a lot of shi!t, from mental health quesitonables(still present to date) and unfortunate events yet you are a solid preMED student that will be practicing medicine in a matter of years helping people live healthy lives and giving your young bro highwhey some c2's scripts from time to time.

anyhow, i have taken your words of wisdom to heart all those pm';s you sent me, they served a purpose. very important, form time to time i find myself in a sticky situationa nd i recur to those pm's and thoroughly read them again trying to extract the wisdom and apply it, despite your sillyness, you sir are a ghreat young man. you would be a great preacher.

i just chortled at that first paragraph in a library you bastard

[cuad]

Jefferson... are you the same guy who claimed to be 6'7 and black around 2004 on a forum whose color scheme was red/white and was run by PacerFan31?

[ZeN]

FCCKKKKKK okj so mi wrote this m'fing page long prargrahp and stupiud mother****ing laptop i misckled and it went backwards and delted all the sh!t i wrote man wtf, sorry i drank syrup for hardcore throat pain and i had taken aderall so the dextramorphan(ndma antagonist) along with acetaminophen reall got me buzzing over here.

anyhow i was rambling onm how your tounge and fingertips(depending onw ether ur speaking or typing) are very articulate resulting in condensed words containting wisdom, truth and knowledge. youre contributions are VERY much apreciated sir. ray lewis said something like "i would never ask my men to do somehting i havent done first", in your case, you have gone through a lot of shi!t, from mental health quesitonables(still present to date) and unfortunate events yet you are a solid preMED student that will be practicing medicine in a matter of years helping people live healthy lives and giving your young bro highwhey some c2's scripts from time to time.

anyhow, i have taken your words of wisdom to heart all those pm';s you sent me, they served a purpose. very important, form time to time i find myself in a sticky situationa nd i recur to those pm's and thoroughly read them again trying to extract the wisdom and apply it, despite your sillyness, you sir are a ghreat young man. you would be a great preacher.

You gotta do yo brutha favor and sell some of themz adderals homie.. I need some of that hype that you be poppin.. Do a fellow Mexican a favor and let purchase some them droplets off of ya.. PayPal that mfer..

[PullupJay]

he was 18 when he wrote this....wow

i'm your biggest fan j$

[JEFFERSON MONEY]

Few more.. but they are more habits that have already been discussed in depth.

GET YOURSELF EDUCATED THE F*CK ON HORMONES AND HOW YOU CAN MANIPULATE THEM. There are a P.L.E.T.H.O.R.A of sitez that you can
- Bulletproof Executive
- Kratos Guide
for starters

The main jist of it is this. Prolactin, Testosterine, HGH, Vasopressin, Acetylcholine, Dopamin, Serotonin, Estrogen, etc lead to different processes in your body and subsequentally your mind. You have to understand wholeheartedly that your mind + body are connected. That illusions like happiness, such and such, feeling like sh!t are subject to change at any given day and any deadweights in your past (like guilt) shouldn't weigh you down from bringing dat noize!
Ideally you want..
HIGH TEST (Your lust for life, creativity)
HIGH HGH
low Pro
low Oxy (unless you are a lover not a fighter)
HIGH DOP
Med Ser
Low Estr

The ancients knew that fasting, celibacy, and meditation had great "spiritual effects" Why? Eating heavy deliberately puts you in a foggy state, ejaculation gives you a strong reframe period and reduced spirit, and having hyperactive ADD thoughts (although good sometimes) will exhaust your azz with time enough.
Most people LIVE in a reactionary state like a primitive animal.. where there feelings come out. Why do that? Why not become God-Like? Why not empty your mind completely and D.E.C.I.D.E how the f*kk you wanna feel today with your own WILL AND VOLITION. Not slave, but master.
Some of the most brilliant material to ever come out of people's mouths came at the throne of a toilet, the
Just. DON'T. LET yourslef sink into the depths of depression.. it's all a frikkin joke.

NLP.



Google "20 Traps of life" Digest it.
There are a milion ways people try to shame you and cultivate you
Be ultra-aware of your well-wishers and those who wanna cut you down. As an anonymous ISH dude I hope y'all do well. Your best friend may see you as a rival, etc. etc. Thousands of years ago or in an Eastern raised environment one who would be selfless sacrificial ought to reap all the praise of the community... but goddamn this nation is truly self-seeking



And now the big one.. the controversial one.
MORALITY Break some rules. Won't tell you which ones. But they will have to be broken. If you've got
Control or be controlled
Abuse or be abused
Lead or be led
Dominate or submit
This applies especially strongly to women and children.

Instead of focusing on beince nice and polite as the ultimate good... think of the world as constructive and destructive as valuable or not valuable. Worthwhile or worthless.

ENERGY and ENTHUSIASM are valuable
CONTROVERSY CHALLENGE and CONFLICT are valuable
CREATIVITY is valuable
HEALTH is valuable
INTERROGATING your teacher is valuable
A FRESH VENUE is valuable
BUILDING SOMETHING is valuable
EVOLUTION and PROGRESS is valuable

and so on and so forth. Let's be honest here would you rather be in a safe puritan private gifted school or a slightly dangerous public one. Logically speaking all of us want to be safe, successful, the best, but why would overwhelming amount of people choose the latter? What is it that our hindbrains crave?


One of the sweetest feelings in the world is busting your azz to complete something by the deadline and realizing the deadline is actually tomorrow. There's wisdom in this.. use it. Convince yourself you have to do something earlier than you do and bang bang choo choo train it's

Mary Poppins is the sh!t

Broaden your horizons. ALways. Knowledge and perspective will always be cherished. Your body and brian are efficient machines that try to strip awy the chaos and establish order. Status quo. Thankfully yawl drug addicts dont suffer for this as much.

Three tips from Marcus Aurelius
-"

- Each one of us lives in this moment. Concentrate your entire mental faculties to whatever you are doing this moment and you shall excel.

- Choose not to feel hurt and you shall not feel hurt. He who holds the resounding opinion

- Don't try to picture everything bad as inendurable. Ask yourself. "Is this really that bad?"
The above line expalins a lot of thought processes people go thorugh. THey'll immediately stack and compare themselves and that will get hem down into a spiraling hole of self-hatred. Then they'll attack themselves some more. Then they'll give even further unrealistic expectations of how to climb out. Then they'll fail. and so on and so forth. Just stop. CLEAR YOUR MIND. and proceed with the first basic step. You've got a life to live.




Beliefs. IF people think you're a moron cuz u believe in flyign spaghetti monsters then let them believe. It boils down to your story, your personal fulfillment and so on and so forth. Delusional people add comic value to society and offer a sense of direction for smart people to avoid. Retarded people offer

People who never dare to different are forgettable, bland, and just pass.

It's worse to be forgettable than a villain.. Negative attention is greater than no attention. lol. Make your impression. Tens of thousands of your ancestors didn't fight and f*ck to simply allow you to pass and let you go gently into the good night.

THE F*CKING <10 pound piece of blob in your freakin skull is responsible for SO F*CKING MUCH GODDAMNIT U STUPID EMO RETARDS STOP WHINING

It's gratifying to be in the middle more than the top or bottom. Slave and subordinate to some, master and mentor to others. That's when you are hungriest yet able to relax a bit.





Don't be ashamed of nothing. Never fear. Don't feel guilty. Don't be anxious.

Arrogance isn't necessarily bad.


Style is ever becoming more important than substance as we evolve.... Keep up with it. Adjust and create your own. Everyone has one. From pocket protectors to Dolce and Gabbana, from people who speak urban and gruff to those who cultivate sophisticated vocab in an elegant British prose, from those who walk with an aggressive macho stance, to thsoe who sit with thier legs crossed. It's fun to express yourself as you place.

I like comparing this to NBA players.

THink about Ray ALlen. How fluid, graceful, and utterly aesthetic his shot is.. and his characater.. polite, kind, and courteous. On the flipside, he's kinda soft. Do you dig that swag?

Now think of Tyson Chandler. A tall, skinny, aggressive caveman looking badazz motherfukka who dont let no rebounds be taken from him. Takes what he wants.

(no homo)


Intimacy One of the sweetest feelings this life has to offer is to completely connect with any stranger. So when you see someone a-walking don't be that apathetic person. Too many *******s and f*cking lame-os sit and keep to themselves and form cliques. You could always make someon feel better with nothing more than eye contact, a smile, and a simple hello.

----> There are criminals being born around every corner. Usually that's not naturally how they are. A good friend or an awesome girlfriend/boyfriend can bring immense joy into someone's life. It can be the subconscious

*Even right now! I"m miserable but to know that there's a creative cool guy named PullupJay out there in America and has people who love and look up to him.. dish out some praise to me. Well that feels good. IT gives a lil more fuel in the tank of love and respect nomsayin. Gotta keep that tank full. Pay it forward.

World needs more specialists and less jack of all trades. The World Wide Web has offered so much to the point that even guys who read more than he breathe can't really offer a tidbit without someone recognizin it lol.

When you were just a child you were really excited by the simple things. As this stimuli begins to be re-activated over and over you lose that lust. I don't care how you do it, don't ever LOSE THAT LUST FOR LIFE. I know it sounds soo cool to be that guy who's "seen it all before" and smiles wryly like he's some kind of level 99 pokemon master, but by golly he's bored out of his f*kkn mine

Look at how joyful our lovely canine companions lookin repeating everything. Wouldn't ti be nice to be a dog!

[WBynumToTheHole]

makes me feel like, go with the flow.

if you live trying to have so much control, u lose a lot of control. get me?

[BoogieWoogieMan]

When you were just a child you were really excited by the simple things. As this stimuli begins to be re-activated over and over you lose that lust. I don't care how you do it, don't ever LOSE THAT LUST FOR LIFE. I know it sounds soo cool to be that guy who's "seen it all before" and smiles wryly like he's some kind of level 99 pokemon master, but by golly he's bored out of his f*kkn mine

This is the truth. We all need to recapture this.

[JEFFERSON MONEY]

makes me feel like, go with the flow.

if you live trying to have so much control, u lose a lot of control. get me?

True. But what if the flow offends you? You'll be on cruise control most of your days anyway. I am a victim of OCD.

I prefer it this way though. It becomes habitual as well. You do something for 21 days in a row.. you do it forever.

Bladers somehow someway stops spamming 21 days in a row and finds Jesus and cherishes him in solitude.. wrold gets better.

Wanna know another feeling that's both extremely frustrating and slightly validating? Coming to your own conclusions through your own magnifying glasses in isolation and realizing that Joe Rogan's already said this sh!t on Podcast. GRRRRRR.

[PullupJay]

Few more.. but they are more habits that have already been discussed in depth.

GET YOURSELF EDUCATED THE F*CK ON HORMONES AND HOW YOU CAN MANIPULATE THEM. There are a P.L.E.T.H.O.R.A of sitez that you can
- Bulletproof Executive
- Kratos Guide
for starters

The main jist of it is this. Prolactin, Testosterine, HGH, Vasopressin, Acetylcholine, Dopamin, Serotonin, Estrogen, etc lead to different processes in your body and subsequentally your mind. You have to understand wholeheartedly that your mind + body are connected. That illusions like happiness, such and such, feeling like sh!t are subject to change at any given day and any deadweights in your past (like guilt) shouldn't weigh you down from bringing dat noize!
Ideally you want..
HIGH TEST (Your lust for life, creativity)
HIGH HGH
low Pro
low Oxy (unless you are a lover not a fighter)
HIGH DOP
Med Ser
Low Estr

The ancients knew that fasting, celibacy, and meditation had great "spiritual effects" Why? Eating heavy deliberately puts you in a foggy state, ejaculation gives you a strong reframe period and reduced spirit, and having hyperactive ADD thoughts (although good sometimes) will exhaust your azz with time enough.
Most people LIVE in a reactionary state like a primitive animal.. where there feelings come out. Why do that? Why not become God-Like? Why not empty your mind completely and D.E.C.I.D.E how the f*kk you wanna feel today with your own WILL AND VOLITION. Not slave, but master.
Some of the most brilliant material to ever come out of people's mouths came at the throne of a toilet, the
Just. DON'T. LET yourslef sink into the depths of depression.. it's all a frikkin joke.

NLP.



Google "20 Traps of life" Digest it.
There are a milion ways people try to shame you and cultivate you
Be ultra-aware of your well-wishers and those who wanna cut you down. As an anonymous ISH dude I hope y'all do well. Your best friend may see you as a rival, etc. etc. Thousands of years ago or in an Eastern raised environment one who would be selfless sacrificial ought to reap all the praise of the community... but goddamn this nation is truly self-seeking



And now the big one.. the controversial one.
MORALITY Break some rules. Won't tell you which ones. But they will have to be broken. If you've got
Control or be controlled
Abuse or be abused
Lead or be led
Dominate or submit
This applies especially strongly to women and children.

Instead of focusing on beince nice and polite as the ultimate good... think of the world as constructive and destructive as valuable or not valuable. Worthwhile or worthless.

ENERGY and ENTHUSIASM are valuable
CONTROVERSY CHALLENGE and CONFLICT are valuable
CREATIVITY is valuable
HEALTH is valuable
INTERROGATING your teacher is valuable
A FRESH VENUE is valuable
BUILDING SOMETHING is valuable
EVOLUTION and PROGRESS is valuable

and so on and so forth. Let's be honest here would you rather be in a safe puritan private gifted school or a slightly dangerous public one. Logically speaking all of us want to be safe, successful, the best, but why would overwhelming amount of people choose the latter? What is it that our hindbrains crave?


One of the sweetest feelings in the world is busting your azz to complete something by the deadline and realizing the deadline is actually tomorrow. There's wisdom in this.. use it. Convince yourself you have to do something earlier than you do and bang bang choo choo train it's

Mary Poppins is the sh!t

Broaden your horizons. ALways. Knowledge and perspective will always be cherished. Your body and brian are efficient machines that try to strip awy the chaos and establish order. Status quo. Thankfully yawl drug addicts dont suffer for this as much.

Three tips from Marcus Aurelius
-"

- Each one of us lives in this moment. Concentrate your entire mental faculties to whatever you are doing this moment and you shall excel.

- Choose not to feel hurt and you shall not feel hurt. He who holds the resounding opinion

- Don't try to picture everything bad as inendurable. Ask yourself. "Is this really that bad?"
The above line expalins a lot of thought processes people go thorugh. THey'll immediately stack and compare themselves and that will get hem down into a spiraling hole of self-hatred. Then they'll attack themselves some more. Then they'll give even further unrealistic expectations of how to climb out. Then they'll fail. and so on and so forth. Just stop. CLEAR YOUR MIND. and proceed with the first basic step. You've got a life to live.




Beliefs. IF people think you're a moron cuz u believe in flyign spaghetti monsters then let them believe. It boils down to your story, your personal fulfillment and so on and so forth. Delusional people add comic value to society and offer a sense of direction for smart people to avoid. Retarded people offer

People who never dare to different are forgettable, bland, and just pass.

It's worse to be forgettable than a villain.. Negative attention is greater than no attention. lol. Make your impression. Tens of thousands of your ancestors didn't fight and f*ck to simply allow you to pass and let you go gently into the good night.

THE F*CKING <10 pound piece of blob in your freakin skull is responsible for SO F*CKING MUCH GODDAMNIT U STUPID EMO RETARDS STOP WHINING

It's gratifying to be in the middle more than the top or bottom. Slave and subordinate to some, master and mentor to others. That's when you are hungriest yet able to relax a bit.





Don't be ashamed of nothing. Never fear. Don't feel guilty. Don't be anxious.

Arrogance isn't necessarily bad.


Style is ever becoming more important than substance as we evolve.... Keep up with it. Adjust and create your own. Everyone has one. From pocket protectors to Dolce and Gabbana, from people who speak urban and gruff to those who cultivate sophisticated vocab in an elegant British prose, from those who walk with an aggressive macho stance, to thsoe who sit with thier legs crossed. It's fun to express yourself as you place.

I like comparing this to NBA players.

THink about Ray ALlen. How fluid, graceful, and utterly aesthetic his shot is.. and his characater.. polite, kind, and courteous. On the flipside, he's kinda soft. Do you dig that swag?

Now think of Tyson Chandler. A tall, skinny, aggressive caveman looking badazz motherfukka who dont let no rebounds be taken from him. Takes what he wants.

(no homo)


Intimacy One of the sweetest feelings this life has to offer is to completely connect with any stranger. So when you see someone a-walking don't be that apathetic person. Too many *******s and f*cking lame-os sit and keep to themselves and form cliques. You could always make someon feel better with nothing more than eye contact, a smile, and a simple hello.

----> There are criminals being born around every corner. Usually that's not naturally how they are. A good friend or an awesome girlfriend/boyfriend can bring immense joy into someone's life. It can be the subconscious

*Even right now! I"m miserable but to know that there's a creative cool guy named PullupJay out there in America and has people who love and look up to him.. dish out some praise to me. Well that feels good. IT gives a lil more fuel in the tank of love and respect nomsayin. Gotta keep that tank full. Pay it forward.

World needs more specialists and less jack of all trades. The World Wide Web has offered so much to the point that even guys who read more than he breathe can't really offer a tidbit without someone recognizin it lol.

When you were just a child you were really excited by the simple things. As this stimuli begins to be re-activated over and over you lose that lust. I don't care how you do it, don't ever LOSE THAT LUST FOR LIFE. I know it sounds soo cool to be that guy who's "seen it all before" and smiles wryly like he's some kind of level 99 pokemon master, but by golly he's bored out of his f*kkn mine

Look at how joyful our lovely canine companions lookin repeating everything. Wouldn't ti be nice to be a dog!

My nikka you just put a fat a$$ smile on my face. I admire the hell out of you. And you deserve all the praise, ur a fookin impeccable genius. There is only one J$. All of us ISHiots should feel blessed and Honored by your presence and wisdom. and thanks for the shout out i got the butterflys in the stomach my G. If only everyone was as awesome and wise as you the world would be a cooler place. <3 yes homo LOL jk jk

[ZeN]

You gotta do yo brutha favor and sell some of themz adderals homie.. I need some of that hype that you be poppin.. Do a fellow Mexican a favor and let purchase some them droplets off of ya.. PayPal that mfer..

Sorry Whey Man for being a hypocrite...

[highwhey]

Sorry Whey Man for being a hypocrite...

i aint even madd.

So overnite or 2 day?

[ZeN]

i aint even madd.

So overnite or 2 day?

Well that's the hypocrite portion..yes back then and negatory now. Lol

[highwhey]

Well that's the hypocrite portion..yes back then and negatory now. Lol

Lol i kid
You're not missing out on much. Addy just potentiates any anxiety u may have and the crash sucks.

Im serious about the comedown.i do oxys or benzos once in a while. I was crashing bad on monday so i bought some oxy and as soon as i got in my car i crushed it n started snorting, some little white girl came up and waved hello while i was snorting lol. I felt like a pos

[ZeN]

Lol i kid
You're not missing out on much. Addy just potentiates any anxiety u may have and the crash sucks.

Im serious about the comedown.i do oxys or benzos once in a while. I was crashing bad on monday so i bought some oxy and as soon as i got in my car i crushed it n started snorting, some little white girl came up and waved hello while i was snorting lol. I felt like a pos

I find that depressingly hilarious.

And yeah, the reason I dont want to continue dabbling in those substances is because of having limited amounts and then dealing with the withdrawal.

Right now im limiting stimulants and trying to keep away from overindulgence when it comes to anything and everything.

With that said im still around 200-300mgs of caffeine a day which may seem like a lot but paltry in comparison to my usual daily doses. Vitamin D, H20 and exercise have helped quite a bit.. But the positive effects of things like that taper off rather quickly. That may be psychological mostly tho.