Lastnight I stumbled upon a local website that exposes girls. Upon the first page I simply scrolled down and noticed someone posting if they had a picture of my girls name and they had posted a picture of her back in 2008-2010 to share it. The picture is very old, she must of been 15-16 at the time. She is 19 now. With the picture posted he detailed the thread saying he had plenty of pictures of her in his old email and knows there are more out there. Someone else replied that she had sent him pics a while ago but deleted it.
Now. I was on the phone with my girl during this encounter and my ENTIRE body got weak and my voice changed. She KNEW for a fact something was wrong. I called my mom downstairs and asked my mom if this is my girl, without even telling her the problem, I guess she knew though. She said it was a possibility it was her. I called her bestfriend up who I'm really cool with, and she confirmed. The picture was a regular picture of her holding up a sidekick 08.
I explained to my mom the situation and my mom said it's her past what can you do about it? That I'll be stupid to leave her over it. Keep in mind, my mom LOVES this girl, the first girl I truly brought home. She comes to my house EVERY DAY. We spend practically EVERY minute together. She's laying in my arms 100% of the time. I love this girl with every last breath.
I confronted her about it. I always confronted her about nude pictures. I asked her if she ever sent her ex nudes long before this. She always got mad and said never. Keep in mind, she sends me and we also make sex videos. I know for a fact they have pictures of her, maybe misplaced. But basically their trading to get a picture of her. The thread was posted a few days ago.
While confronting her I took precaution. I ended it with her.
I'm honestly venting here. I don't want to lose her.. I never loved a girl like I loved her. Her only excuse was she NEVER sent pics out and that picture was back from her Myspace. The way the two guys responded, I figured there MUST be pictures of her. She probably sent them a long time ago, which I cannot be upset about. And I don't blame her for lying about doing this in the past.
My question is, what would you do? I made 1 year 5 months with her. We are inseparable together every single minute, on the phone every minute. We eat, sleep, shit, with each other literally. Would you let her go? Have you came across a situation like this?
I'm literally down on my knees upset, saddened, and I know she doesn't want to back herself up that she never sent pics because we aren't talking and I sense she knows the pictures are out there waiting to be released any minute and doesn't want to let me down deep down inside.
I'm sorry. I shouldn't post my personal business but I just can't take this pain..
The pain is literally too much.. please refrain from troll posts.. I don't truly want to leave her but I can't take knowing she's done this, that and the idea that people can see her like this whenever they want... This girl is my happiness and I love her with all of my heart.. I just want this to end and I feel hopeless because I literally feel alive the moment I had met her, I feel like my life started when I met her. I was an entirely new person. She MADE me who I am today..