Re: OT- Remember My Relationship Problems From November.. Updated Status... Ohhh My
i got through the same sh*t recently. and it sucks. i got dumped a couple of months back, and i still can't get fully over it. maybe i will when i find another girl. or maybe i won't.
i was in a very fortunate situation. just coincidence, but i had a few weeks alone before she dumped me. and for some unknown reason i used that time to look back at my life and see how i was wasting it ("a revelation"), and that there were things i actually wanted to do. and i concluded i loved her, and wanted to carry on with her.
she kind of had the same thoughts, except her conclusion was that she rather find her path on herself. yeah, that demolished me. but i had found out that there were things i wanted to do, so i didn't had those suicidall thoughts that i usually had, and sure would've had in that situation (i used to have lots of that stuff in my head until very lately).
it still hurts as hell. other posters who told you to hang out with friends and get your grades well are right, that makes you ease the pain somehow -though that won't heal the wounds-. as stated, most people have got over this, and as hard as it is this won't finish me.
not today nor tomorrow, but i'll get over this. not as if i believe that, more like i want to believe that. i still think about her every f*cking morning, but i try to focus on my present, on each step i take everyday, on where my steps are leading me to. that's hard enough to keep me busy.
*note> this is the kind of stuff i don't usually share in a message board, but i'm a little drunk at the moment, so what the hell...
Last edited by artificial : 03-22-2007 at 01:39 AM.