There really is no conclusion at this point. I don't understand this really at all. I'd get it if I was throwing more money around, but I'm not. I've just sort of tapped into this weird vein of hot foreign girls. I'm completely out of my element.
It's a weird experience I've shared with some of my friends, so I figured I'd share it here. The bulk of it was an email I sent out after everyone asked about my casino trip.
That was a pretty crazy story. I can't imagine what I'd be doing in your situation.
You mentioned that you felt way too old for some of these girls, how old are you?
I just skimmed and read the end
I have no idea what's happening with my life at the moment. I'm 35. I work 60+ hour weeks. I read. I watch prestige cable television. I'm house hunting. My friends are mostly married or at least in serious relationships. And yeah I have a couple bad habits. I probably gamble more than I should. And I've been known to binge drink. But gallavanting around with young foreign girls has never been me, perhaps to my shagrin, but still not me. And now I'm spending a night a month with them at casinos.
I can't believe I read all of that. It does sound like a bad trip that lasted for months. Seems like this tattooed girl really likes you. Just stop overthinking, live in the moment and go for it. What do you have to lose?
Wow, I actually read every word. Honestly though, going through it, I thought someone may have hacked your account coz from what I remember you're one of the more... eloquent (?) writers here on the board. Also, this sounds like something out of a Haruki Murakami book (which is probably why some of us were engaged enough to read the whole damn thing).
Anyway, maybe this is one of those out-of-the-ordinary, life-changing experiences that people go through. Take it for what it's worth, but make sure you get something good out of it that you know won't mess you up down the road (feels weird saying that to a man twice my age).