Some of you guys have seen me grow up right before your eyes

[Just2McFly]

I used to be the most irritating young poster, always trying to relate or appease people in real Life or on forums such as this site. Man I cringe at some of my posts from last month, you can only imagine my disgust at how bi*chmade I used to be. Then something happened and over time, I've developed a multitude of great habits, becoming a better me.

but now I'm a perfectionist about nearly everything and if its kinda slowing me down. Everything needs to be planned out and rehearsed if I'm not completely confident that the outcome I desire will take place. Thus my fear of rapping. It's what I do decently and its something I've done sporadically in secrecy for years. It started after watching bet in the late 90's and rapping in the shower afterwards. I'm nice at putting words together, I just....duck this is getting long.


Cliffs:I have always loved rap and rapping and want to get more confidence in doing so in front of people.

should I just do it and stop being a bitch?

What do you when confronted with situations that make you nervous?


Probably the most contradictory, completely insane post I have ever made but hey....cest la vie.

[Just2McFly]

Ps. I need a new android keyboard, why does this shit keep insert words where they don't make sense?

[CelticBaller]

wut

[macmac]

This whole post is bitchmade. And no one cares about your tiny self absorbed dilemmas that absolutely don't matter at all. It doesn't matter whether you should rap in front of people or not because you will undoubtedly suck balls and eventually stop doing it in your late teens early twenties and it will become just another cringe worthy memory in your past

[Just2McFly]

Originally Posted by CelticBaller

wut

Just read the cliffs man.

[Kaspah]

Don't rap unless you're black.

Eminem is the only exception.

It sounds funny but freal you'll look like a fool unless you're black

[Legends66NBA7]

Yeah, I have a friend who also does school and wants to get into rapping too... should go ahead and do it.

Did you end up going to your job interview today ?

[jaydacris]

OP, you're amazing just the way you are (and were)

[Just2McFly]

Originally Posted by macmac

This whole post is bitchmade. And no one cares about your tiny self absorbed dilemmas that absolutely don't matter at all. It doesn't matter whether you should rap in front of people or not because you will undoubtedly suck balls and eventually stop doing it in your late teens early twenties and it will become just another cringe worthy memory in your past

You don't care yet post a paragraph. You seem bitter. Let's discuss. What do you think the number one reason was for your career stopping prematurely?

[CelticBaller]

Originally Posted by Just2McFly

Just read the cliffs man.

Build up your confidence first, lets us hear some of that rapping magnificence man!

[Just2McFly]

Originally Posted by Legends66NBA7

Yeah, I have a friend who also does school and wants to get into rapping too... should go ahead and do it.

Did you end up going to your job interview today ?

Yeah. Doubt I'll take it though. I want something a bit better.

[ZeN]

Originally Posted by Just2McFly

I used to be the most irritating young poster, always trying to relate or appease people in real Life or on forums such as this site. Man I cringe at some of my posts from last month, you can only imagine my disgust at how bi*chmade I used to be. Then something happened and over time, I've developed a multitude of great habits, becoming a better me.

but now I'm a perfectionist about nearly everything and if its kinda slowing me down. Everything needs to be planned out and rehearsed if I'm not completely confident that the outcome I desire will take place. Thus my fear of rapping. It's what I do decently and its something I've done sporadically in secrecy for years. It started after watching bet in the late 90's and rapping in the shower afterwards. I'm nice at putting words together, I just....duck this is getting long.


Cliffs:I have always loved rap and rapping and want to get more confidence in doing so in front of people.

should I just do it and stop being a bitch?

What do you when confronted with situations that make you nervous?


Probably the most contradictory, completely insane post I have ever made but hey....cest la vie.

Negged.

[macmac]

Originally Posted by Just2McFly

You don't care yet post a paragraph. You seem bitter. Let's discuss. What do you think the number one reason was for your career stopping prematurely?

On my iPhone no less. My career? I never had one. I used to rap because that's what we did back in the day, we chilled in parks late night smoked Js, drank 40s, robbed 711s for munchies and freestyled. Plus I always had a knack for the prose so writing in all forms appealed to me, as well as really enjoying instrumentals and hip hop from the 90s and early 2000s. Why did I stop, because its futile and eventually felt juvenile in my 20s. I had money on my mind, no time for nonsense and fukk the world attitudes. But I never, rapped in the shower and wondered, am I ready to expose my talents to the world? I just started doing it naturally with other dudes in a cypher.

Basically, it's meaningless whether you decide to showcase your talents to your vlog YouTube buddies or not, so this dilemma you're having is absolutely inconsequential

[BGriffin's Dad]

Mar 2012

who are you again?

[CeltsGarlic]

ISH is not the place where people like you are welcomed nicely. Matter of fact, no one is.